Homecoming

its calling me HOME its where my thoughts are escaping, out of these intricate probability econometrics problems back to my place my hideout HOME moonbeams surge, through the sky, guiding me back HOME we're going again, that's HOME from where all of this began

I reminded myself today of the reason for choosing to study here, and it relaxed me. Americans like everything to be a competition; the way they design their academic courses reveals that. You're consistently graded against everyone else, and little ego battles are inevitable. I am tired of all this, and screw it all, I just want to pass this year (which is more than a possibility) and start having fun again. With economics. Why do they make it so easy to forget why you're here?